lately i've been feeling kinda empty, mentally tired, and a bit anxious. there's also this strange nostalgia, but not for something i've lost. more like nostalgia for things i haven't even lived yet.
i feel different, but i can't really explain how. it's not one clear change. it's more like i don't fully recognize myself in the same way anymore.
there are things i don't like admitting, even to myself. like how easily i get irritated, and how quickly that changes the way i act. it's like something inside me shifts and i don't always know how to control it.
what i miss the most is feeling full. like things are okay. like i'm okay.
when i'm alone with my thoughts, there's one idea that keeps coming back: that i'm not enough, and maybe i never will be. especially not enough to be loved the way i want to be loved.
i think i'm tired of craving so much love.
sometimes i wish everything was easier.
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